You have a letter from God. Read this aloud. Use your name and read it. As God loves you more than anyone, read it with great attention. Understanding his great love changes your perspective on yourself.
Are you a true friend of Jesus?
Jesus Christ calls us his friends. A person does not tell a servant everything. Only on a need-to-know basis are matters disclosed.
But Jesus has told us everything. Jesus goes on to say that everything His Father has told him, he has also told us. I do not call you servants any longer, for the servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you [My] friends, because I have revealed to you everything that I have heard from My Father. (John 15:15 version AMP)